Hello midnight moon (if u still there)
It's almost 4am. i just cant sleep. lots of things seems to screw up my mind. thinking? hurm.. not really. but just a bit hungry.
Jealousy? sort of. and add up with the stories(sort of joke) bout my past life? yeah, thats true. Which come first on ur mind? me? that's why i wrote this blog, i just cant set up my mind. but i do know that i just slow as i am. it took about 1-2 hours that i have that jealousy, also, the same time that made me start to remember a little things bout my past life..
damn! i do hope i lost my mind. i do hope i dont have past. but if it happen, will i made my self trough now? surely nope.
Does anyone wants to know bout my past? how i broke up? why i've been quarrellings all the time in my previous love life?
sure i can answer it as someone had remind me bout it almost everytime i'm with him.
Me and my past, just let it be. It took almost a year to get over my past shadow. Hey, i'm stuck with it, ok?
Me and my future? well, still dont have the shadow as we're doing just fine.
and now, it's 4.05 am. still cnt sleep, but have to try it..
Sleep tight dear my midnight moon~
